I ♥ Music

Wednesday, March 31, 2010,4:20 PM

one more down!:) submitted our gp marketing report today. now left w a gp accounting tutorial to present, n another indiv assignment on info sys.

a few days ago, my group mate had an accident and when we saw him today, he was walking on crutches, one of his legs was bandaged, n it looked v painful. i don't know why i always seem to be concerned whenever someone i know's injured. i feel for them, n i wish i could help in any way that can make them feel better. i suppose that's the reason y i had wanted to be a doctor when i was young, n later wanted to be an occupational therapist. whenever i am being asked, i would say that i want to help those in need. because i know they're hurting, i want to be able to lift their spirits, lessen their pain, and see them recover.

it struck me when i got back e MAPP review from the school career counsellor a month ago. it reminded me of me, who i am, what i like in an area of occupation, my personality traits. there was this sentence, which said that i tend to feel very much for the hurt, the needy or those less fortunate than i am. i can't help feeling that way because that is me. but i wish i wouldn't feel so much for every little thing, because it makes me confused.

Monday, March 22, 2010,8:55 PM

tired... don't feel like doing wk though i know i shld. can't seem to ever finish them bcos they keep coming. i dont mind e tutorials, but e group projs n assignments use up most time n effort le. finished a big one last wk with my group - we spent a few whole days together doing it. but aside from it being very tedious, i liked it bcos we worked to complete together.:)

did i mention i finished autumn's concerto? haha i did la, but jus wanted to repeat agn: its a lovely drama! but didn't like tt e ending though happy was so abrupt. i wish can pai them as a family tgr more. some parts were so sad, i almost cried.:) i like hua tuo ye n liang mu cheng n ren guang xi!

its going to be april soon.. that means exams are almost here. haven't started revising properly yet but i shld be. its end apr-early may, then after will be e long 3 mths vacation, by then i'll be working n saving up for edinburgh.:)

Saturday, March 20, 2010,12:51 PM

i love autumn's concerto! :)

finished all 21 episodes on youtube, hehe. its beautiful! happy, sad, funny throughout the drama. the song playing is "wo yi wei" by pin guan; one of the osts for this drama.

Wednesday, March 10, 2010,1:56 PM

its e-learning week for biz. :) no need to go to sch for lects or tuts except 4 one module, but got projects to do, so its almost the same. stayed at the library with my gp until it was closing at 10pm, n haven't finished it yet. tired of projects. v tedious n take up alot of time.

jus sent out my appln for e DUO sg exchange fellowship award. its worth alot of $, but i dont have much hope tt i'll get it. jus needed to try. its difficult to get, bcos the govt will oni consider u for the award if there is another student from the corresponding university wanting to come here. last yr, there were only less than 10 pairs of recipients. so far, i haven't heard of anyone from Edinburgh coming here for exchange.

sometimes i'll worry about many things abt the SEP. how my parents will take it, if my father will allow, can i afford to finance myself if i work and save up, do i need to apply for the overseas loan. i still hope very much to go. i've looked forward to it for v long, n i jus hope i can get to go in the end.

last sat we visited the residents. its back to normal sessions. chatted with them, n listened to one of them talk abt their life for quite long. i couldn't catch some of what he was saying, partly bcos is indian accent. but i found that it takes alot of effort to be a good listener. to someone who needs to just talk it out, it is best if we can be by their side, listen attentively to them, n raise qns or comment on what is being said. i'm learning to become a better listener, i hope i will be. :)

Wednesday, March 3, 2010,6:17 PM

my midterms have ended.. had been v busy doing my last min revision e past weekend til early this morning, felt stressed then. relieved its over. :)
The answers r out for one of e tests, n after checking my ans I knw my marks alrdy. it was a pretty easy test, 20 mcqs, n I gt 3 of them wrong. Was thinking aiyo! would have gotten 2 of them correct had I nt changed my ans aft checking tru it a 2nd time. But I knw it really isn't abt regretting n being unhappy, thinking I shld have done better, n I didn't. I can keep looking bk at what's happened, n nothing changes. So I'm going to repeat this over n over to myself, "don't lk bk, look forward, n do better from now on." work harder n don't slack le. Do my best since its what I've chosen for myself.