hello :) today's a friday, haha. though the weekend's here, i must remind myself to not waste it. must make it very constructive, because the prelims are almost here, yet i haven't made much preparations for it on my own.

this week passed by just as fast, rather busy with all the assignments and revision to do. some random events that happened in this week keep staying in my mind, so i'll write them out. :)

on e way home aft school, the bus 66 was quite crowded, and linfang, lu, judy n i were standing in the bus. at one particular stop, this quite old man and woman wanted to alight from e bus. the woman alighted pretty quickly, but the man took a long time to slowly walk to e door after the bus stopped. i think it was becos he took such a long time, that the driver thought all who wanted to had alighted. when he tried to close the doors, the man was only halfway out the door, and he was really RUDE. i couldnt understand, but it was a very crude word he spoke when he turned towards the driver and raised his voice.

anyway, i just felt the accident was unintentional, that the man shouldn't have been so rude. basic manners still must have, even if you're old.


today we played volleyball! haha:) 4-4, linfang, lu, sc and me on side, the other is nally, judy, teckian n benny. but because don't really know the correct way to play, and the ball was harder and heavier than the actual volleyball, the game wasn't exactly a proper one lol! :) sometimes hit the ball towards wrong direction somemore, and all our hands were quite red after that game. but nevertheless, had a lot of fun today! will miss these games a lot a lot since we won't have pe anymore.

the restructured timetable will be in effect next week onwards. :( everyone jiayou and dont give up even when tired okay. we have one another the whole way, so dont feel alone hor haha. Go on and be your very best!


hello! :) school's been very busy, and i feel quite drained sometimes. the prelims are just around the corner, 20th august to be exact.


had geog consultation this week with ms ting, felt very intimidated initially, but it got better as the session went by. i think her explanations have helped me understand better the way to answer essay questions and their requirements.


ADD OIL to those studying for their prelims too, or any exam! :) happy mugging!


Hi :)

Feeling rather upset lately, ever since the workload and pressure began. But i feel much better now, after having a good cry and trying to motivate myself that there'll always be light at the end of the tunnel. Its not that I'm weakling or anything, but at times I find that the tunnel's too windy and long for myself to endure.

A strange thing about me is, a tiny part of my brain and my pride pushes me on. It tells me things are not as bad as that seen through my eyes, that if I really put my heart into my work, I will make it, and I will do well. I feel a little lost, not knowing where I should set my sights on, and wondering that is I keep pushing myself, will I be able to grasp my dreams?

I'm no good at expressing my feelings and thoughts, so if things fall apart and it makes me feel terrible inside, most of the time i keep it within me, until that heavy emotional load wears me down.

I should keep pushing myself on, especially when the prelims are just around the corner, and I will try to.

jiaxin zhang
15.08.90
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National JC
BBA(Accountancy)-NUS


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+ reading :)
+ korean,hk & taiwan dramas



+ travel in ireland :)
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