Hi :)

Feeling rather upset lately, ever since the workload and pressure began. But i feel much better now, after having a good cry and trying to motivate myself that there'll always be light at the end of the tunnel. Its not that I'm weakling or anything, but at times I find that the tunnel's too windy and long for myself to endure.

A strange thing about me is, a tiny part of my brain and my pride pushes me on. It tells me things are not as bad as that seen through my eyes, that if I really put my heart into my work, I will make it, and I will do well. I feel a little lost, not knowing where I should set my sights on, and wondering that is I keep pushing myself, will I be able to grasp my dreams?

I'm no good at expressing my feelings and thoughts, so if things fall apart and it makes me feel terrible inside, most of the time i keep it within me, until that heavy emotional load wears me down.

I should keep pushing myself on, especially when the prelims are just around the corner, and I will try to.

jiaxin zhang
15.08.90
YPS, CSS
National JC
BBA(Accountancy)-NUS


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